When I was about 11 years old, I started keeping a diary.
Most of what I wrote covered inanities such as where I went shopping with my
mom, movies I watched, or even things I learned in school (on April 3, 1968 I
apparently read a book about the 4th dimension, relativity, space
warps, “and all sorts of things”). But in addition to the fascinating facts of one
child’s life, I had a new year’s tradition: every January 1st, I
would practice writing the new date on a page in the front of my diary.
I remember being captivated at watching the decade
rollover from the 60s to the 70s (I was too young to be aware of the 50s to 60s
change), and even looking down the road thirty years to the arrival of the year
2000 (when I would be SO OLD!). I can hardly believe another 15 years have
passed since the non-event of Y2k.
My life has been a long series of changes since 2000. I was
the mother of young (barely) adult children then—a year later I would become a
first-time grandmother. I stayed busy running a pretty successful decorative
painting business, and was having the time of my life traveling with my husband—we
took trips to Hawaii and Mexico, and sailed along on Caribbean, Transatlantic and Panama Canal
cruises. The grandchildren kept coming (I’m now up to nine!), and life was
good!
Then in June 2007, my husband retired. In 2008, the economy
crashed and took my business with it. I spent the next 12 months trying to
figure out what to do with myself—and then in September of 2009, I took a deep
breath and plunged back into a college classroom.
Since then, I’ve finished my BA, gotten an MA, traveled to
Europe twice, presented my work at
conferences, traveled across the country to Iowa to do research, had papers
published, and wrote a book.
The tools of my trade have morphed from paint and brushes,
to textbooks and papers, to words scribbled in notebooks or keyed into computers.
But this morning I realized something: Writing has always
been beneath it all. From the words I penned into diaries and notebooks when I
was a child, to journals I’ve kept as an adult and the detailed records I kept
of clients, paint colors and design plans, and of course the book I’m currently
revising—keeping track of my life through the written word has always defined me.
As I start another phase of my life in 2015, writing will
again lead my way. I won’t be writing papers for classes anymore since my
schooling (at least for the time being) is done, but I’ll definitely be
exploring a lot new uses for it in my new position. I’ll also be working to
find a publisher for my book.
But before I do anything else, I think I need to practice
writing the new year:
2015, 2015, 2015, 2015, 2015, 2015, 2015, 2015, 2015, 2015,
2015, 2015, 2015, 2015, 2015, 2015…
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